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2005-04-07 - 3:42 p.m. Molly and I are on AIM because I can't talk on the phone. Like literally. My voice is totally gone. I mean there is a little wheezing that comes out if I'm lucky. This kind of sucks becuase tomorrow is the dance and in order to be heard and all, you have to yell over the music, so if my voice is this shot, there will be no communicationg for me which is a fundemental principle in any relationship which means this is the end of Cameron and me and we haven't even started!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kay, that was my unprovoked totally ridiculous freak out for the day. I'm done. I do miss my voice though. Every time I try and sing, nothing comes out. And for me, this is death, I live on singing. It is my drug. I need a hit and I can't get it and it's driving. . . me. . . insane. . . Also, when I answer the phone, people minorly freak out like the mud monster answered the phone. Basically, that's what I sound like. Which is kind of not attractive. I haven't been flirted with by a male telemarketer in much too long. *cries* And now I'm over it. My mom took me to get frozen yogurt today. Twas yummer. I had carmel cheese cake and chocolate pecan. It was so delish! I wanted more and more and more and more and more. Ugh. I could have eaten it non stop. It's a good thing yogurt places don't have an endless supply. Because it could have been baaaaaaaaad. Bowling was so much fun. I couldn't speak and everyone thought I'd gone mad. It was, I think, the first time they'd ever been around a silent Alicia. It's like an oxymoron. People thought I was angry. And then I'd explain in my raspy voice, "I have larengitis." It went like that pretty much all night. And Aimee talked and talked which I loved because I couldn't. So I'd just nod and offer the occassional comment. It was nice. And strange. I've never been quiet like that before. I felt so anti-social. I have figured out through that, that I'll never be quiet again after my voice comes back. Poor public, I pity thee. Okay, and now I must get off. *Kisses*
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