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2005-03-06 - 4:48 p.m. Ugh! I'm in such a bad mood right now, so most of this will be venting. But I'll keep it short because there isn't much to tell. So the whole fasting thing is beginning to eat away at me. This is the reason I could never be anorexic, it kills me everytime I go without nourishment for long. And my mother is making the pain last longer by making us wait another hour. Apparently only then is it genuine. NOOOOO! Okay, so that already made me grumpy and then, Cameron didn't come to church, which made me very sad. And then, I kept wanting to cry at EVERYTHING today. I hate Bruce! Anyway, so I was already in a horrible mood and it seemed like my mom was giving me heck for every little thing which I'm sure she wasn't, and it was my problem, but it felt like the whole world hated me and wanted to jump down my throat and rip it out. Argh! yes, this is partially Bruce, in fact, it's mostly Bruce, but still. . . . I hate it! Anyway, I promised shorteness, so I'm going to go with all my grumpyness. I'll be hoppy tomorrow I'm sure. *kisses*
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