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2005-02-24 - 3:29 p.m. Hey hey! I started my new job yesterday. It went really well and I love the kids to death! Their parents have been raising them right. They're so patient and just kinda go with the flow. No complaints there. Also yesterday I had some serious run ins with current love. It was the best night ever. I drove him home and all is with the happy and is looking good for Sunday. I think I've missed the loop on how to be with guys. I've never gotten anywhere with a guy. Yeah, once in seventh grade I had a boyfriend, I think he dumped me when I wouldn't share the yellow crayon with him. Yeah. That went really well. (Actually, to set the record straight, his name was Daniel, we went out for three days and I dumped him at a Valentines Dance and apparently he cried.) Yes, we had a very mature and adult relationship. Tee hee. But seriously, by now it seems like most girls would've already moved in. He likes me (i think) I like him and it should be all set. But it's not. I think I complicate things. But I'll never know if this is the way things work with everyone or not. I guess I'll just have to grow up a bit before I fully understand everything. I hate waiting though. But that's okay, at least I have a potential date for the prom. That's always nice. Erm, what else? I feel really good today. I'm happy and well fed :) yay for full stomaches! I think my stomach is shrinking so I'm much more full then empty most of the time and me and my stomach are back on speaking terms again. I think she was freezing me out there for a while from lack of food, but when she did speak, it was very loud and rumbly. tee hee, kay I'm done making my stomach have a personality now. I love the weather right now! It's gorgeous!! I wish it could stay like this all year round. Unfortunately, because it's California, this good weather will last at best a few more days and then BOOM it's 110 degrees. But I'm enjoying it while it lasts. Mom's surgery went well, she's recovering quickly but she can't drive anywhere today cuz they've got her hopped up on butt loads of demerol. tee hee, but she's getting better and can drive tomorrow. tomorrow is going to be the most nervwracking, fun, scarry, AGH day of my life!! I have to put together current love's invite to the prom. Bluck. I'm afraid and excited all at the same time. But again, I h8 waiting, so this is MURDER for me!!! okay, I'm gonna go now. I have no clue where I'm going or what I'm doing. I may start working on the play my aunt wants me to write for her. But I may just chill on here for a while. Just the fact that I have the afternoon to basically be lazy is a very satisfying thought! *Kisses*
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