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2005-02-16 - 4:00 p.m. Ugh. I have to go to mutual tonight. Fun yes. However, current love (If you don't know who the current love is, the previous entry will explain it all.) will not be there. He has to work tonight from 6 to 10. I keep having wild fantasys that he will be there and surprise me, but typical to myself I don't want to let myself get carried away in fantasy and be dissapointed in the reality which is so often how it goes. I'm depressed because Gilmore Girls was so sad last night. I'm a freak about Gilmore Girls. Seriously, ask me any question and I'll know the answer. My life is sad. I live through Gilmore Girls and whatever else my current obsession is, voiding school and church. Sometimes I truly loath my brother. (Profanities would have been used here but I'll refrain if you keep in mind that they're being used in my mind) Both my brother and sister are such fat pigs. They eat everything all the time, thus making it so those of us who eat normally get nothing good to eat. Life sucks. And here come the mother o yell at them. Life is sweet. Okay, nevermind, she isn't yelling. It's dinner time. Yet here they are in the kitchen, pigging out as usual. Like they can't hang on until dinner. I mostly say this because I'm jealous that I can't eat whenever and whatever I want to. My diet sucks. I hate this. I'm mad and edgy because I'm hungry so ignore me. Previous entries are happier I swear. I'm not synical I promise. Future entries will be happier too, of course none of this truly matters because no one is really reading this, or if they are, no notes! HINT HINT! Just kidding. until next time. *Kisses*
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